It was back in 1990, I was only 15 years old and feeling the pressure of homelife, in fact I felt like the entire world was against me, not to mention my family.
I really felt down, like I wasn't appreciated, that no one cared. My sisters kept picking on me and that didn't go down to easy as I have always been super sensitive.
That night as I washed the dishes and went to bed I started to talk to God. I asked him to give me a sign that he was really there and looking out for me. "God make the curtains blow in front of me, that way I know you are here and you care". I asked as I waited to see if they would blow.
Of course nothing happened and I just laughed to myself and said " Everything will be alright".
I soon fell into a deep sleep and was awoken around 1:00 in the morning to hear a soft female voice signing.
She sang the same word over and over again in the same tone and tune. I lifted my head up from my pillow and listened until it registered to me what was happening. There was someone in my room, signing, but I could not see the presence only hear the voice. I started to panic and didn't think to call out to anyone, not even my sister who was in bed in the same room. I buried my head in my pillow and tucked the sheets over my head but I could still hear the voice signing that same word.
The word kept going over and over in my mind as the presence kept singing. I thought I was going to die so I blocked my ears and started to sing another tune and think of something else.
I lifted my head a few more times and could still here the voice until finally it stopped about 2 minutes later and I had successfully been able to half shut out the word from my mind.
The presence had disappeared but I was still afraid and it wasn't long before my 2 younger brothers got out of bed to go to the bathroom. They turned on the light in the hall which shown into my room and upon seeing the light I jumped out of bed and ran out of my room, leaving my sister alone in the room.
"Can I sleep with you tonight" I asked the boys.
"Why?" they asked sleepily.
"Oh you will never guess what happened to me, it was frightening". I told them.
"Tell us in the morning as we don't want to get scared". They said.
So for the rest of the night I tried to sleep but I couldn't as I kept thinking of the word that the presence sang.
I started to think that the word must have some meaning to me so I tried to remember it. The next morning I told everyone in my family what happened.
My sister, whom I share the room with told me how strange she thought it was that she had gotten out of bed and searched the house and yard for me, after she noticed I wasn't there. "I was curious to where you had gotten to, I had a strange feeling". She said. That same day I realised that this could have been the sign God had chosen to show me. But still I needed to find out what the word meant and so I searched for it in different books but came up with nothing close to it.
I believe the word was pronounced as; ******************HU-MA-LE**********************
So does anyone know what it could possibly mean?
I know it looks strange and I have written it the way I believed it was pronounced.
Please contact me if you can help.