About a week after my estranged husband took his own life, I was sitting in the living room, knitting a blanket for my twin boys who were one month old at the time. I couldn't help but feel someone was looking at me. As I turned my head toward the living room door, I saw my husband standing there, staring at me. Around him was a light, spread out like a star shining. He just stood there, staring at me with what seemed like glowing eyes. It only lasted for a few seconds and then he was gone.A few nights after that evening, I had the same feeling of someone looking at me while I was sleeping. I woke up and again saw my husband standing there, next to my bed, staring at me. His eyes seemed sad this time and he seemed lost. I was scared and didn't know how to react. Again, it only lasted for a few seconds and he was gone.I visited the nun who had raised me for 10 years and told her about my experience with my husband. She told me that she will have a mass read for him and that I need to communicate with him and tell him that I forgive him for committing suicide.I went home, sat in my bedroom and talked to him as if he was there with me. That night, I saw him again, standing in the doorway and staring at me. I looked at him and told him that it is OK to move on and that I forgive him for what he had done. I told him that his girls love him and miss him. I asked him to go in peace and to leave now.I have never seen him again since that evening.May he rest in peace.