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CLARA
I have always believed in the supernatural but have never
had any real proof (i.e. a first hand experience) until
now. I thought I would be scared, but because the
experience could have saved my life I feel grateful and
warm. Here is my story:
I have suffered from an eating disorder for almost 4 years
and finally decided to get help. I phoned a national
help line and found out about a self help group which was
near me. The group was run by a girl called Clara, and the
help line operator gave me Clara's mobile number so I could
call her and find out the date and venue of the next
meeting.
I spoke to Clara and she told me the meeting took place
every 2 weeks in a local community hall. I told her I was
nervous as I had only just admitted to myself that I had a
problem, and she put me at my ease. She suggested she and
I meet prior to the meeting, so she could tell me more
about the group and make me feel more comfortable. We
agreed to meet the following Wednesday.
On Tuesday night, however, I got a text message from Clara
asking if we could make it Friday instead - no problem. We
met in a local bar and chatted about our eating disorders
(she is a recovering anorexic herself). I felt so much
better for having met her, because she was really easy to
talk to. After our drink she asked if I would mind
dropping her home, as she usually had her bike but chose
not to travel by bike that night as the weather was bad. I
dropped her at the corner of her street and went home.
When I turned up to the group meeting the following week,
I was surprised to find a new girl leading the meeting.
Everyone else in the group looked very upset. I asked
where Clara was, at which point one girl started weeping
hysterically. Clara had been killed the previous Tuesday.
She was knocked off her bike in an accident. I wanted to
tell the group that this couldn't be true, because I had
met her on the Friday. But when I thought about it, little
things suddenly came to me that didn't make sense. She
asked for a lift home as she hadn't wanted to ride her
bike in the rain - but how did she actually get to me in
the first place? When I think of her appearance that
night, she was bone-dry without a drop of rain on her. She
hadn't mentioned anyone giving her a lift to meet me, and
the nearest tube station was a good walk away. She also
seemed uneasy when I offered to drive her to her front
door, and insisted I drop her at the corner of the street.
I went back to the bar where we'd met and asked if they
remembered the girl I'd been with that night.
Unfortunately they said they were so busy they could never
remember each individual who passed through. Clara's text
message, however, was still on my phone. Something told me
not to delete it.
Clara's funeral took place the following week. There I met
her sisters, and strangely I felt a strong connection with
one of them. I realised I was running the risk of
upsetting her by saying anything, but something was
compelling me to do so whilst at the same time reassuring
me it was ok.
At the wake I took her to one side and
said, "This is going to sound crazy, but I saw Clara three
days after she died. We met for a drink and she told me
all about the eating disorders group." I then showed her
the text message on my phone. Strangely, Clara's sister
(whom I later found out was her non-identical twin) didn't
get upset or hysterical. She just smiled when she saw the
text message, and confirmed that it had been sent from
Clara's phone. She also told me that she'd spoken to Clara
the day I'd called her, and that Clara had said what a
nice person I sounded and what a pity it was that I was
suffering so badly with my eating disorder. She'd also
said she really hoped she could help me overcome my
problem.
I am now in recovery myself, still going to the same self
help group and feeling better about myself. I am also
still in touch with Clara's sister, and I haven't had the
heart to delete that text message from my phone. I firmly
believe that Clara came back to save me, and I will always
be grateful to her for that.
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