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GHOST OF MY GRANDFATHER
My grandfather and I were very close. That’s why when he
passed from a terminal illness it was difficult for me.
The pain, however, was lessened because I knew for so long
he was going to die. The night of his death he was in a
nursing home, and we had just cut off the IV. Around 3:30
is when he finally passed. At that time I was laying in
bed, sleeping soundly, until suddenly I felt a strong jerk
in my stomach. It was so terrible that I called my mother
and she stayed up with me for hours. In no way did I
connect the stomachache with him, until the next day I
found out he had died at the same time I was having the
pains. I found this ironic, but I really didn't think much
of it. Maybe I should have realized it...
The thing that affected me most about his death was the
fact that he died three days before my birthday, and his
funeral was the day of. This was extremely hard for me.
When I would sit in bed at night for days after, I would
think about how his spirit was probably in the room
listening to my thoughts, and I was very paranoid. I
didn't get much sleep for about two weeks.
One night, around the time when I wasn't sleeping well, I
finally dosed, but very late at night. I dreamed that he
was alive; as if it was accepted he had come back form the
dead. I dreamt that he was telling me about life on the
other side, "life after death". When I woke, about 6:00,
my heart was beating fast. And while I remember him
telling me about heaven and such, I remembered almost
nothing about heaven. Just that he had talked about it.
Soon, I fell back asleep and eventually blamed the dream on
thinking about him too much.
The next day, I was backstage at the theater I was
currently doing a play at, and my friend, a girl about 21
sat down next to me. I said, "I wonder why the piano keeps
messing up tonight?" She replied something to the extent
of "Other world being can control what happens in this
world, and I can sense them here tonight” To myself I
chuckled. She was one of those people who believed in
witchcraft, and things of that sort. But then, the most
unimaginable thing happened to me when I went on stage. I
looked in the audience, and there, in the middle, in a
chair, was my grandfather! I hadn't thought of him since
the night before. I almost stopped in my tracks but snapped
back into character. I couldn't help looking again but now
I saw a regular woman. The image of my grandfather had
disappeared. The more I thought about it, the more I
realized that until his death, my grandfather hadn't missed
a show of mine, and this would have been his first. Still,
nothing was clicking with me and nothing fit together until
I talked with my grandmother that day.
She looked very disturbed and she was staring into space.
I said "Maya (what I call my grandmother), what’s wrong?”
She replied "Nothing, I just as thinking about a dream I
had about your grandfather last night. I'm just shaky,
know what I mean?" "What was it about" I asked. "Well..."
she said, "It was as if your grandfather was here again and
we were talking about heaven." Then she let out a small
laugh. I didn't answer her, because I was in shock,
literally. I didn't tell her about my identical dream, and
all the ironic things, until a few days later. We decided
it best not to let anyone know, and keep of our loved ones
reoccurrences and personal information.
The final disturbing thing that happened was that night
when I was trying to go to sleep. I turned over in my bed
and opened my eyes to see a quick flash of a man in a white
robe smiling. But like my grandfathers image, after I
blinked he was gone. I think that was a sign that
everything was gong to be aright. I look back on those
days as a picture of hope, and of a stronger force then
ourselves, still undiscovered. I hope with the sharing of
my story, it will encourage the world to look into spirits,
and other world creatures. But the thing I hope everyone
will do, is begin to believe. It doesn't matter what, but
to just find a belief and ignite the human sprit to use to
ignite the sole. I think that if we do, we can all have a
better understanding on life.
Contact me here: clueless0655@yahoo.com
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