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VOICES
When I laid down to go to sleep I figured it was going to
be your typical winter night. I was wrong.
From my bed I could see the trees swaying from the bitter cold air and
the street lights illuminated the empty streets below,
bathing them in that eerie yellow. Lying in bed at 1.30 in
the morning, I thought I would have been tired by then, but
of course I wasn't.
My brother and sisters along with my
mother were already asleep on the other side of the house.
The living room and long hallway separated us, which was
fine with me. I enjoyed having undisturbed silence.
The street lights sent a slight glow into the room. Not enough
to make everything in the room visible like the big wooden
trunk across the room, but just enough to break up the
darkness.
Trying to figure out a way to relax and get some sleep, I
decided to plug my headphones into my stereo just to have
some background noise to keep my mind from wandering too
much. Just as I was starting to drift away Coolio’s
Gangsters Paradise started playing. I don't know what it
was, but the chorus in the background overpowered the
actual words and it reminded me of the voices one would
hear coming from a church choir. A flash went through my
mind of being alone in an old church with tall pillars and
seeing rows and rows of faceless bodies singing so
powerfully that it made my chest tighten up and sent chills
down my whole body. Just when I thought I couldn't take
another minute of it a deep, booming voice called to me.
It resonated so loudly that I froze, unable to carry out
the scream that rose to my lips. My name. It called my
name. After what seemed like a lifetime although in
reality was only an instant, the icy grip released me and I
shot up in bed launching the headphones across the room.
What was that! Who was that! Everyone is
asleep. There’s no one in this house who sounds like that!
It came from the headphones, but that’s not possible. Then
I felt it. Believing it was only the fear subsiding I
wasn't aware of it right away. I was not alone. My heart
pounded so hard it resonated in my ears. My eyes darted
around the room. It was impossible. I don't see anyone.
Yet it was there. The looming presence that engulfed the
tiny room was right in front of me.
As my eyes wandered
aimlessly around the room, I caught a glimpse of what could
have been a silhouette or even a reflection of what
appeared to be a person. But then I realized I didn't have
a mirror in here. As I stared at the corner of the room
next to the trunk, what I thought I saw was no longer
there, but the feeling was.
The longer I sat there
petrified the more the light disappeared from the room, the
glow from the window was dwindling. I knew I had to get
out of the room now, the longer I waited the more the
terror was going to keep it’s hold on me. It was now pitch
black to the point where I couldn't even see the gleam from
the doorknob anymore, but I knew where it was. I had to
force myself to run to the far side of the room and get
out. But what if what I saw was standing there in front of
it? What if the door won't even open? Well it was either
take my chances with that or loose my mind wondering “what
if”. In a split second I was on my feet bolting for the
door. I could feel the wind from my running, cooling my
sweat soaked skin. I hit the door and turned the
doorknob, it opened and I ran out of the room
into the hallway wall.
When I felt I was far enough away
from the door I looked back and then what I heard and saw
made everything come into focus. The voice was back, but
this time it was more fueled by hate and anger. It had a
raspy gurgle to it and again it said my name. What does it
want with me? Then the door slammed and the plaster above
the door cracked and crumbled to the floor.
The color drained from my face, my head started to swim.
I was going to pass out. It took everything I had to
hold on and not let the blackness come. I turned and
started towards my mother’s room, holding onto the walls in
order to keep my balance. I walked through the living
room, which was lit by a small lamp, but as I passed it I
expected the light to disappear just like in my room, but
it didn't.
When I finally got to my mothers room the door was already
open and I could hear the static coming from the
television. I stood on the side of my mothers bed trying
to wake her up, but I just couldn't make the words come
out, I just stood there. My mother must have felt me
looking at her. She rolled over and all the color drained
from her face. She just lay there with her hands over her
mouth like she had just seen death itself. She let out a
blood-curdling scream, the kind that pierces your soul and
jumped out of bed to hold me. That’s when I realized I had
sweat through my shirt, because then I felt how cold it was
when it pressed against me.
After I explained to my mother what had happened, she
didn't know what to think at first. Then she said very
calmly, “come with me and do everything I tell you”. My
mother is very superstitious and she knew what had to be
done.
From the stories my mother has told me about the
things she has seen and the stories that have been past
down through the generations, it seems there has always
been a struggle between good and evil in this family. She
led me to her closet and pushed all her clothing aside.
Inside there was a false back that she also moved aside to
reveal the secret hiding place. What I saw chilled me to
the core. There were candles lit casting a glow on the
pictures and statues arranged around them. Saints, patron
saints my mother has always prayed to for protection and
health. They were all there staring back at me with eyes
full of sadness as if they knew about the evil that plagued
me on this night.
My head was still kind of cloudy, but my mother was focused
and determined to expel the demonic forces that are now in
our house. She handed me an old goblet that had writing I
had never seen before. I thought it was written in
Spanish, but my mother said it was a prayer that is written
in a language that was spoken long ago. She then handed me
two divining rods. She told me that she is not going to be
able to do it for me because what ever that evil force is,
it’s here for me and I'm the only one who can banish it.
She told me to fill the goblet with holy water and place
the rods in a sort of cross over the top and place it in
the center of the room. She said that the prayer on the
goblet and the holy water that’s in it will repel what ever
force that’s in there back to where it came from. Then I
knew I had to go back in there.
As I walked towards the door my heart started to race
again. What if the thing in there was waiting for me? I
touched the doorknob and I had a flash of what occurred in
there, bringing all the fear back. I opened the door and
the air was stale, and the light from outside was gone.
Every step I took I did with hesitation. I couldn't see
anything, but I still felt as if I was being watched.
Several minutes had passed and I still was not in the center
of the room. Why was it taking me so long? Then
finally I reached it, and just as I did I heard a gurgle
come from the dark corner of the room. There were no words
this time, just a growl. The hair on the back of my neck
stood on end, my hands trembled. With my hands shaking I
slowly put the goblet down and placed the rods on top, just
then I felt a hot breath on my neck. I didn't turn
around. I couldn't! I stood up and backed out of the room
hoping whatever was behind me, if there was something
behind me, would let me leave.
I reached back and felt the
door jam, then as fast I could without falling I turned and
ran down the hallway. This time the door didn't close.
My mother was in the living room, waiting with the small
lamp on. Now we just have to wait. I asked my mother how
long it would take. What she asked me in return puzzled
me. She asked me “do you think you wanted it to come?” I
didn't know what to say. I never gave her an answer. My
mother went back to her room, but I stayed, listening,
waiting.
I started to feel a cold breeze on my face, but
when I looked towards the window it was closed. I got up
and walked down the hallway and heard the growl again and
as I got closer, it got louder. I walked into the room,
but this time I had no fear. I walked up to the goblet and
looked inside the glass, the holy water was undisturbed.
Now the question that my mother had asked me before came
back into my mind “do you think you wanted it to come”?. I
picked up the goblet and held it up and looked inside. The
water changed. It was no longer water. It was blood! Now
I heard the growl, but this time it was different. It was
coming from me!
The End
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