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WAS IT A DREAM?
My Mother Passed away on October, 14th. 1988, from terminal
lung cancer. She was in alot of pain, and was taking
Morphine to relive it. So for the last few weeks of her
life, she was incoherent. I never really got to say
goodbye.
A few days after she passed away, I was laying on
the couch. I was in a state, where I was half asleep/ half
awake. A little girl dressed in a long white flowing robe,
came to me, and took me by the hand. She took me to a room,
where there were many children running around playing. She
pointed to a room, and I walked to it and the door opened.
My Mother was sitting at a sewing machine (something she
always enjoyed). She was making these white robes all the
children were wearing. She looked up at me and smiled. She
got up to greet me with a hug, that was so comforting, it
would be impossible for it not to be real. I started to
cry, and she asked me, what was wrong? I was confused by
the question and responded by saying, your dead. She smiled
at me and told me, no, I'm not dead. I told her I was sorry
for all the mean things I did to her in my life. She said
it was ok, and that the things didn't matter anymore. She
hugged me so hard at that point, that I could actually
feel the air come out of my lungs, and then, like a bolt of
lightning, I was awake.
Since then, I have found myself
being more forgiving and understanding of other peoples
feelings. I'm not as self centered as I used to be. I think
about how I would like to be treated, and treat people that
way. I notice that sometimes, when I start feeling self
centered, in my dreams, I see all those small children
running around. Probably a reminder from my Mom. :)
Contact me here: Adoant1965@aol.com
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