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WWII VISIONS OF HELL
I have always been interested in World War II,
partly because my Grandma's brothers all fought
in the great war; on Britain's side. (She had
approximately four brothers in the war.) My
interest really got flowing when I watched Saving
Private Ryan, and realized this is what my Great-
Uncles went through. (One of my Great-Uncle's
fought in D-Day).
On the night of watching Saving
Private Ryan I fell asleep with World War II
images in my mind.
Sometime in my dream, I saw the movie's
beginning, (on the boat before D-Day) like I was
there. I even heard my breathing, my heart-beating, and felt the shaking of my body. I was
in the back, behind all the other men, when the
door swung open and I watched as my friends all
fell into the water, dead, and bullet shots
sounded. I was petrified, yet I stormed on. Men
beside me fell as I ran, shooting as hard as I
could at the enemy line. I felt so scared that
at any moment I would die, yet I didn't.
I awoke with a start at approximately 12:00AM. I
couldn't sleep, not after what I saw. Not after
I "experienced" World War II. I stayed awake that
night, and waited until morning to finally sleep
again.
A few days later I traveled to my Grandma's
house, and I knew I had to ask her what happened
to my Great-Grandfather. She was close to tears
as she began, but she stayed strong until the
end of her story.
My Great-Grandfather who had
participated in D-Day, had in fact survived, but
after that he never had been the same. In that
day, he had witnessed his friends head being
pierced by a bullet, and several others being
blown up by a bomb.
I thought that was it, it was
the end, but two nights later, I had a different
vision.
I was walking through the battlefield, gripping
my dog tags with one hand, while my other gripped
my gun. For some reason I wasn't shooting, I
wasn't fighting, men around me were dying yet I
did nothing. I was still petrified, terrified,
but I knew I had to do something, just, I wasn't
sure what.
Eventually my troop and I made
our way to the wall, and we took no survivors. We
blew them all to the heavens with grenades, and
when we were finished, I sat down and cried. My
eyes landed on the battlefield, and all the men
down there, all of them, they had been living
less than a day ago, now they were gone...
I woke up, tears streaming down my face. Then, I
heard it. Gun shots in the distance. "Oh boy,
another shooting." I thought as shootings
weren't rare in my county. I closed my eyes, but
this time, I heard someone enter my room. I had
no idea who it could be as my mother and sister
were out staying with a sick aunt. I was afraid,
when that feeling to do something came over me
again. My eyes popped open, only to terrify me
more. A man was hovering over me. I wanted to
scream, to plead for mercy, but I couldn't, I was
trapped. When my eyes adjusted to the light, I
realized, the man was wearing a British WWII
private uniform, and it took me sometime to
realize this was my Great-Uncle. He knelt by my
bed and told me, "The past is the past, don't
keep your head in it." My eyes finally focused
perfectly, only to watch him disappear.
As I saw
the last of him I realized he had a bullet
wound in his arm. But he had survived the war! He
had! He had!
For some odd reason, I fell asleep
fast.
My last dream of World War II, happened that
night. I was once again in the eyes of a Private. This time, no gun lay in my hand, no
shooting sounded in the distance. I stood, only
to be wrapped in a hug by a woman. The woman let
go and I recognized her as my Grandma! She
smiled, tears rolling down her cheek. Then she
looked into my eyes, and asked, "Where's Peter and John?" My lip trembled, as hers did, and I
knew these were my other Great-uncles (Or,
my "brothers") I awoke with a startle, and knew
this was the end.
WWII, which had once been foggy
to me, now lay clear in my mind. I had
experienced the war, and I would never disrespect
or overlook it again.
Thanks for reading.
My story isn't the best,
and it may not make sense, but it does mean
something to me.
Submitted From: UK