Looking back after 34 years, I can say with a
fair amount of certainty that the house I grew up
in on Main Street of Pine Island, Minnesota, was
not haunted. Any creepy feelings or strange bump-
in-the-night memories can now easily be explained
away by casting the blanket of "overactive
child's imagination" over the incident. Except,
of course, for one particular incident.
When I was three years old I still shared a
room with my older brother, who was five. I
don't remember the month, the day of the week or
even what season it was when this event occurred,
but I do distinctly remember waking up in my bed
lying flat on my back looking up at the ceiling.
There was a slanted rectangle of light created by
the moon shining through the window. I remember
wondering what had woken me when in the space
of a breath a desperate feeling of sick dread
filled my entire body. I turned my head to the
left and there at the side of my bed was a small,
thin human head approximately six inches away
from my face with its chin resting on the side of
my mattress.
I have always known exactly what a rabbit feels
when it quits breathing and becomes still as a
stone when confronted with danger because that is
precisely what I did. I felt my skin grow cold
and for the first - and up to now the last - time
in my life experienced pure terror. My bladder
released itself but I didn't move a muscle,
didn't blink, didn't even want to breathe. I
remember the head had very pale, pasty skin with
lips that were pulled up away from the very human
looking teeth as if they were dried out. The
hair was black, coarse, and lank but I remember
individual hairs sticking up on the top like a
person who hasn't combed their hair in a long
time.
I could see the moonlight glinting off the
whites of the left eye but the right eye was in
shadow. The irises were just dark.
After a
time, which must have been only seconds, I was
able to gather up enough courage to close my
eyes. At this point I remember saying silently
to myself over and over again "please go please
go please go please go..." There was a barely
perceptible whisper of movement on the mattress
and with it the cold fear disappeared. I opened
my eyes, and it was gone. I remember moving to
the far side of the bed and telling myself to
stay awake until dawn, but I cannot say for sure
whether or not I made it.
Many years later while telling ghost stories
with some friends in my freshman year of college, a
boy related the tale of seeing a thin, grey-skinned arm covered with black, wiry hair come up
to the side of his crib and wave back and forth
at him. I told my story of the head and for some
reason we both became convinced it was the same
creature.
Who knows?
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